What does my ex wants ?

it started off as a friendship in a mmorpg i know nerdy who cares, we always had fun convo's and chat till midnight. She lives in canada and i in holland so thats why i had to stay up late just to meet her and chat or whatever we were going to do.thats prob the reason why i screwed last schoolyear too much absence tired cause when she went to bed i had to prepare for it.Anyway we got to know eachother very good and there was this click between eachother. I found out after a year and half that she had a crush on me so i said why the heck not. We never argued always had a blast and shared our i love you's and so on. Im a fairly shy person so there were times i couldnt express my real feelings towards her. My school went bad i was smoking pot everyday and i just didnt care about school. So my mom of course made new rules and i got punished for my schoolgrades and pot usage. I wasnt allowed to go on my pc for months i was unemployeed and i didnt had a phone at that time so thats when we lost contact. After like 3 months wed be together for 2 years but meanwhile she tought id be gone forever so she continued her life which i didnt blame her for.after 2,5 months she met someone from her work and i found out by another friend that they were together. My heart litterary broke it i felt horrible. At that time i couldnt sleep and she was aware of that after about 2 weeks later i felt good i didnt think about her doing some fun stuff with friends. The weeks passed and were talking alot there were times i tought i couldnt be her friend cause her bf got mad cause we go along very well. She always said like''no we can still be friends why would you question that? =/'' then i always respond ure bf? Anyways lately her bf got inet problems and they live about 3hrs away from eachother. The guy doesnt even visit her. She would always flirt abit with me on msn and lately my feelings are starting to return. What shall i do? cut her out my life,Nc or just stay friends and cope with it