My life is hell someone read :(?

ok well about 8 months ago my family moved from charlotte NC to south hill VA because my mom got remarried . before we moved to va we had moved numerous times before.and me and my little brother had never had a problem with it cause at the time we had to and thats what family does we stick togother . when we moved to NC i was just starting freshemn year in H.S and my brother was a sixth grader in middle school and everything was going good then my mom relapses ( shes a recovering addict) and then she gets engaged and she says she needs a new start so we have to move away. in roder for her to do so . i didnt wanna move but we had to were family right . but the thing is NC is the only place that ive lived in that i felt accepted that iwas able to make friends the last couple years bfore that were rough moving and my moms addiction and just everyday bs i guess well tough i didnt want to move we wound up moving and when we got to VA they wouldnt accept my H.S CREDITS that i havd alrady recieved so they wouldnt put me in school for over 3 months its a long story :) well they backed all my classes up and iam so far behind that iam being homeschooled . ive been here 8 months i havent made a single friend no one has come over and had a slmber party i havent done the typical teen girl stuff i wanted to do in h.s and i rarely if ever get to talk to my friends in charlotte . while my brother has friends always coming over my mom has her new mariage and she just opend a store here where it it is doing good .. my birthday is coming up in april i turn 17 this will be the first year i dont have some sorta bash with friends and its said :( iam a good kid iam 17 i make good grades ive never smoked drank and unlike my older sisters i have managed to keep my v- card :) i do what i gotta do and i help my mom out the best i can and i have never been in any trouble . and i help take care of my susters two kids wich she left here for my mom to raise both under the age of two . ive said all this to say this summer for two weeks i would like to go visit my friends in charlotte i could stay witha friend and everything could be set up nicely and her parents could be in contact weith my parents and so forth and she would worry about nothing an i have saved up enough to wehere money wouldnt even be an issue . but ehen i brought it up to her she said it would be more like 2 days and i would be with you the entire time . for one my mom can not go back to charlotte ...lerts just say she hasnt been drug free all that ong and the last thing i want is her next realapse to be onn me . and 2 . iam 17 if age doesnt matter then i danmsure hope that the work i have put in this year alone should prove some sort of maturity and trust level between the two of us i ahve given up all lot and for what ? alliam asking for is two weeks out of my entire year that has been wasted i think i deserve that much !!! dont you i just dont know how to out it to her my mom is not the easies to talk to /:( o any advice will help hank you :) <3